t started when I was young and never finished. Ive become more and more addicted and demasculated. At 25 I answered an ad on gumtree and met three black guys who wanted a white sissy to turn into a their bitch. I spent 5 years serving them. They collared me permanently. I signed a contract giving them total power over me. I was their dog. I was taken out in public on a leash. Renamed Bitchblackwhore and accepted it all willingly. It was my purpose. I was broken, degraded, humiliated, abused and dehumanised. Id been reduced to less than a dog which was conditioning & training me to become totally subservient to black men.
They were from the US and students at Goldsmiths college. Two were phycology students and documented everything on cam and wrote about my training as they believed this was revenge for the slave trade which turning a man into an animal and stripping them totally of all masculinity, conditioning them to be totally subservient to black men was the ultimate payback.
So I did all this willingly. They respected the boudrys that we agreed on and they were in my contract. Id signed over everything willingly as I was totally obsessed with black men and subbing to them.
For 2 years I was collared leashed, degraded, humiliated in every way. They fucked ne in every way and built up a network of other black men who loved using and.abusing white sissy sluts, especially bitchblackwhore, i was famous within the community as I was a project and a token, a willing example of reverse racial submission and subjugation. I
t was one thing for white women to renouce white men and go black only but they had turned a white guy into a emasculated bitch, who had renoounced his male role, his total self respect, even his /her human rights and accepted a life of shame, humiliation and fulltime servitude to serve black men because SHE was so addicted and obsessed by black men that she had accepted her life as an animal and sexual object for use by black men.
